No Limits for this Heart Hero
My name is Lorra (Lawson) Meade and I was born in October of 1979. When I was only five days old, my parents noticed my breathing wasn’t quite right, so they rushed me to the ER. Without saying a word to my parents, the doctor snatched me from my dad’s arms and ran down the hall yelling “code blue!” It turns out that my aorta was pinched in two and I had a dime-size hole in my heart. My parents were told that an experimental drug could be administered to keep me alive long enough to fly me to UVA Medical Center in Charlottesville, VA for open-heart surgery. However, 50% of the time the drug worked and 50% of the time it killed the baby instantly. Left with no other options, my parents gave the doctors permission and prayed for the best. Thus began my journey.
I had my first open-heart surgery when I was only seven days old, a coarctation of the aorta. Basically, the surgeon stripped the vein out of my left arm and patched/replaced my aorta with it. A band was also placed on my pulmonary artery to prevent blood from backing up into my lungs (due to the hole in my heart). When I was three years old, a second open heart surgery was performed in order for the band on my pulmonary artery to be removed. My parents were advised that I would need surgery every two to three years because the vein that replaced my aorta would not grow to be as big as my aorta.
However, I did not need surgery again until I was 18 years old. My childhood was a very normal one. None of the kids at school really knew about my history and I hid my scars well. The cardiologist from UVA told my parents not to restrict me from doing anything. I played minor league baseball when I was eight years old, I rode dirt bikes, and 4-wheelers with my cousins, and did anything else a typical kid would do. I started playing in a women’s softball league when I was 14 years old, and played up until my third surgery. Prior to the third surgery, I noticed that I would get short of breath easily and I was tired the majority of the time. I assumed I was just a little out of shape.
The cardiologist at UVA had mentioned that I had some scar tissue build-up in my pulmonary artery and decided to perform angioplasty. The procedure went well, but while I was in recovery, the doctors came to speak to my parents in the waiting room. They asked my parents if I had been passing out or blacking out. The doctors were shocked to learn that I had been playing softball. Alarmed by their questioning, my dad asked them what was going on. It was then that my parents learned that my pulmonary artery (PA) had so much scar tissue on it that it only had a 6 mm hole for blood to pass through (the normal PA having a 14 mm hole). They also learned that a bubble had formed on the PA and could have “popped” at any time.
During the procedure, the surgeon also discovered that the right pulmonary artery was only half the size it was supposed to be. The surgeon explained to my parents that I shouldn’t have been able to walk without passing out! My parents asked my cardiologist a question that had been burning in their mind for years: did they actually expect me to live this long? My cardiologist told them that they did what they had to do to keep me alive when I was a baby and they were hoping technology would catch up. My parents were floored! They had just always assumed that I was healthy because I was never placed under restrictions.
I was released from the hospital the very next day. Within the following week, I returned to work, practiced with my softball team and played my normal position as left-fielder in that week’s game. Six months later, we returned to UVA and a stent was placed in my right pulmonary artery. Three days post-surgery, I began my second semester of college, sophomore year. After that, my life resumed to normal. I married my high school sweetheart, landed a job with a law firm, played softball, and so on. In 2006, I had a follow-up MRI and was yet again reminded of my heart history. I met with my cardiologist and she advised that my ascending aorta was enlarging and the enlarged portion was approximately 4 cm. When she used the term “aneurysm” my world came crashing down. She stated that it was normal for that to happen given my history. Normal!? Maybe for her, but not for me. I was devastated. I was even more devastated to learn that no one would touch it until it grew to 5 cm or larger.
Although I was distraught, I knew that God had a plan. Two years later, I began having issues with my left arm getting weaker and hurting. After some testing, it was determined that I had lack of blood flow to my arm due to my first open heart surgery. The physicians at UVA performed a bypass of the carotid and subclavian arteries to allow blood flow to my left arm. I was off work only three and a half weeks. After that, my follow-up appointments had resulted in good reports and things were fine.
In 2012 I had another follow-up MRI at UVA. I requested the report and reviewed it myself. There were several things on the report that I wanted to have clarified. I left several messages for mycardiologist to return my call and she never did. As a last resort, I obtained a referral to another cardiologist in Kentucky. The new cardiologist reviewed my history and the latest MRI report and referred me to a thoracic surgeon from Lexington, KY. The surgeon confirmed my fears, that I do have a second aneurysm forming and my bypass is failing. He advised that the original aneurysm is on my aortic root, which is located right outside the valve. The second aneurysm is on the back side of my aorta and although it is smaller than the original one, it is present and will need to be watched.
As far as the failing bypass, he did not recommend surgery at this time. He advised that due to my history, my chances of having stroke during surgery are 1 in 100. He said that unless the pain in my arm becomes unbearable or my arm begins swelling and turning blue, he doesn’t recommend correcting it through surgery. I am continuing treatment with the new cardiologist who evaluates my condition every six months. He refers to me as a miracle and he couldn’t be more right!
God has been so good to me through the years. Yes, I have been through a lot and I’m not “out of the woods” yet but His plan is bigger than I can imagine. I’ve learned to accept everything that’s happened and give God the glory for my normal, happy life. My husband recently celebrated our 13th wedding anniversary, I am on an aspirin regimen and no other medications (that’s a miracle in itself!), I am still employed as a paralegal with the same law firm, I have my own motorcycle and I could go on and on. My hope is that anyone reading this story who has a child with CHD or knows someone who has a child with CHD can be encouraged. I couldn’t be more thankful for everything I’ve gone through as it has made me a very strong-willed, determined fighter and greatly increased my faith in God.
We truly thank Lorra for sharing her amazing and inspirational story with us. Reading about adults who have battled CHD and thrived is comforting for any heart parent or Heart Hero, and this story truly tells a story of perseverance, determination, and belief. Follow Lorra’s journey or email her here.
15 Comments
Liz Beckman
Lorra,
You are an inspiration! 🙂 Thank you for sharing your story.
Sincerely,
Liz Beckman
Lorra Meade
Thank you, Liz, for taking the time to read my story! 🙂
Tehra
Thank you Lorra for sharing your story. You are awesome!
Lorra Meade
Thanks for taking the time to read my story! God bless! 🙂
Kelsey Becker
What an amazing story!! Would love to interview over the phone/skype if you would be up for it!
Lorra Meade
I would love to do an interview if it’s not too late! 🙂
Angie Bush
Beautiful story & an even more beautiful woman!
Lorra Meade
Aww…thank you, Angie! You’re too sweet!
Lorra Meade
Aww…thank you, Angie! You’re too sweet!
jackyn
So much hope, light, and fight in your soul. Give me so much promise and hopes for my son! Thank u for sharing.
Lorra Meade
Jackyn,
I will be praying for your son. With God, anything is possible. I’m sure your son is a fighter too. Just never give up hope. <3
Linda
Thank you for sharing your story!!! I have an almost 2 year old CHD and OHS warrior and reading others experiences help!!
Lorra
I’m so glad my story was able to offer some encouragement! I’ll be praying for your little heart warrior!
Dorothy Burke
Lorra. My, my child what an inspiration you are and have been throughout all the years I have known you. I knew you but didn’t really know you. Watching you in school doing all the things you did and never failing to smile, what a blessing. I didn’t realize you had been through all this in your young life span, you kept it hid very well but the main thing is you had somebody with you all the way and that somebody was Jesus. I am so amazed at all the obstacles that you have overcome by the grace of God. Always keep that sweet smile on your face and your trust in God and He will see you through everything. Love you girl.
Lorra
Dorothy, I’m so sorry that I’m just seeing your sweet comments! You are so right…God has brought me through everything and He’s still with me today! Thank you for taking the time to read my post and thank you again for your sweet words. Love you!